I have got to learn.

Please don't let me stay like this.

Everything. And then there's you.

I love how people can fuck you over so much yet you still go crawling back to them.
I love how you can hold civil conversations with someone that you immensely dislike.
I love how life is inevitable and most of what happens to you depends on your reactions.
I love how you look when you smile.
I love how I have no money and lots of wine.
I love how drunk I get now.
I love how I can blame my drinking on things that have nothing to do with it.
I love how we can sit in forts and I can't do obstacle courses.
I love how much I read in a week. Just the sheer volume of it.
I love how I have so many friends but really I don't.
I love how only 2-3 people actually know the real me.
I love how I hate people joining the army.
I love how you can make me cry and smile and so stuck all at the same time.
I love how you video call me and you get pissed off.
I love how we never talk much anymore just because that way I can't get stuck.
I love how we have secrets and then they make things weird.
I love how we've known each other for 8 years.
I love how I bebo stalked you.
I love how you made me cry because I was happy.
I love how you're coming to visit this year.
I love how we make brilliant plans.
I love how you think Christchurch people are weird.
I love how I think that you'll never read this because you won't.
I love how I think I love you but then again I'm not sure so I don't think I do.

Kate! (Y)

Taylor Swift, babein' everywhere, spies, POW, sketti!, Zanna the lesbian, fail boys, Hannah Montana, Miley Cyrus, sing alongs, cottages, slutty indian costumes, arab boys (; 30 year old babes, the lady bus driver, looking funny as, camping, 5 bottles of booze in a forest, furniture shopping, so little time, spilt gingerbread cookie dough, getting stuck on flying foxes, slipping over in the square, books on wicca, fucking up sluts, killing bitches, stealing people, fruity tea, kittens, zebra finches, bunnies and puppies, scootering past hell pizza, dancing, babes, apples, bogan parties, always our plans.

EVERYTHING.

I love how we're so close.

Vroom.

Boys with fast cars that drop you home when you're much too drunk to walk are lovely (:
Thank you!
Mother is happy.

The few things I hate about you.

People change. One day you'll be happy just hanging out with someone and the next thing that happens is that they decide that they no longer want you in their life, you're discarded, put aside. Well, why the fuck!You think back and you pretty much think to yourself well what the fuck did I ever do to you?

I hate how I texted you and you never texted back.
I hate how we were supposed to hang out last week and we never did.
I hate how you're too lovely sometimes.
I hate that we don't really talk anymore.
I hate how you think that you're too cool.
I hate that you're not really that cool.
I hate how people think that you're 'the man' HAH.
I hate how I over think things.
I hate how fearless and thai food reminds me of you.
I hate that I can't cook and you just laugh at me because cutting chicken is gross.
I hate that Susan really liked you.
I hate how I thought you were different.
I hate how you almost ran off with my jacket.
I hate that I'll never see the jacket now.
I hate how you gave me butterflies.
I hate that you kissed me.
I hate that I liked you.

Oh well, catch you on the flipside babe. You weren't worth my time anyway.